I’ve been preparing for something new for a long time.
I could feel it. Every small experiment, every initiation, every new practice, every step into something unfamiliar was one more portal opening me up to the next big thing.
Over the past four years I've been engaged in inner work on a smaller scale, readying my Self for a big shift, knowing something new was on the horizon. But for much of those four years I was still in the Void, unable to see the light on the other side.
Pregnancy was the last push through that Void, through my own chasm of unknowing.
Much like my daughter coming into this world through the birth canal, laboring for three days to enter her new reality, I have been laboring to enter a new life, to enter a new chapter in my mind, in my body, in my spirit.
And now it’s arrived. After months of studying and working with a new team of professional money mystics, I’m a licensed financial professional who hopes to sit with folks—nurturers, creatives, faith folk, visionaries, world-builders—desiring to tend to their material assets so they can feel resourced to do their soul work.
As I’ve sat with this new reality, I can see that the transition into financial services isn’t a stretch from my work with Spirit School.
The way I am experiencing this move is as the other side of the same coin: the spiritual mirrors the material, and the material mirrors the spiritual.
In order to know one, we have to know the other. In order to know Spirit more deeply, I feel like I have to meet money in new ways. I've known liberation in Spirit and I want to meet liberation in materiality.
This is a new journey. It's still deeply uncomfortable. There are a lot of narratives about the “goodness” and “badness” of the financial world that I’m grappling with. There are a lot of binaries that still need and want to be broken. There is a lot of neutrality that I still need to meet.
But here I am and this is the next step that Spirit has brought me to—with clarity, with peace, and with hope.